- money
- have a family
- be rich
- have power
- be the French president
- travel everywhere
- to know 8 languages

jholic wrote:

when i used to live at the arcades, i'd see these old guys come in, and play some kind of game, and i'd think to myself - man, what a waste of a quarter! he didn't even last three opponents!

haha, guess you're older than me but one of the first arcadegame that got me hooked was definitely Operation Wolf, man who doesn't love that Uzi other favorites were Final Fight, Wonderboy, Golden Axe, Midnight Resistance, to name a few. I still regard those my best (arcade) gaming memories. Not to mention all those vertical shooters of which I don't remember the names anymore

Terryb wrote:

haha, guess you're older than me but one of the first arcadegame that got me hooked was definitely Operation Wolf, man who doesn't love that Uzi other favorites were Final Fight, Wonderboy, Golden Axe, Midnight Resistance, to name a few.

i remember a lot of those. i died too fast in op wolf! i also loved r-type, tempest, gauntlet and mortal kombat. but the game most addicting to us was tournament cyberball!! we used to stay out at the arcade till 5 A.M.!! needless to say that we were pretty good at it, and we met a lot of people through that game - friendly opponents.

dont like dreaming because every time dreaming someone from work site shows up and mess it up.

Darn! I have such weird dreams!

One night last week i had a dream where in the end i committed suicide by jumping into a river that goes through my home town It's scary... I have some sort of thing about drowning. I also had a dream couple years ago where i jumped off a liner... Am i suicidal?

I can't be... My life is quite good.

when working there is no dreaming during the evening. there is only nightmares. first having a good dream about marrying idol and then all of a sudden a coworker or boss will show up in the dream and turn it into a nightmare and then cannot sleep for the rest of the evening. so what is the point of dreaming, it will just turn into a stink nightmare.

sodesuka wrote:

when working there is no dreaming during the evening. there is only nightmares. first having a good dream about marrying idol and then all of a sudden a coworker or boss will show up in the dream and turn it into a nightmare and then cannot sleep for the rest of the evening. so what is the point of dreaming, it will just turn into a stink nightmare.

Perhaps dreams/nightmares are useless. But the thing is that we have no control over them. They just happen. You just have to learn to embrace them.
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sodesuka wrote:

when working there is no dreaming during the evening. there is only nightmares. first having a good dream about marrying idol and then all of a sudden a coworker or boss will show up in the dream and turn it into a nightmare and then cannot sleep for the rest of the evening. so what is the point of dreaming, it will just turn into a stink nightmare.

so desu ne...sodesuka..*cough*

Basically when working there's no time for you to dream because you have to concentrate on your work. During the evening, I hardly have nightmares because I don't like to whine and complain all the time which in result may create anxiety thus leading to nightmares. Having a good dream is actually depends on how you deal your life in reality. If you're happy then you hardly have any nightmare.

There's no way that we can control what are we going to dream. If dream can be planned jeez...I've made dozen of stories to dream at night.

yeah, i agree. cannot control what we dream about. but seriously, i don't think i can take it anymore. i know for sure i really hate the stink job i have. i should not complain because it helps to pay for bills and stuff but it really is a stink job because don't have vacation, no personal days, no sick leaves, no holiday pay, no benefits, nothing. i really cannot take it anymore and people at the worksite make it even more impossible. there is no more work to do and they won't let me go so that i can get unemployment insurance. i want that damn UI for goodness sakes!!! and they won't let me go because they don't want to give the UI to me. does that stink or what. therefore, now it is affecting me when i sleep. now when i sleep i have nightmare. i would wake up at around 2:00 am in the morning and then not go to sleep. i was having a good dream about marrying an idol and then all of a sudden, the freaking boss, or manager, or coworker i don't like will get into my dream and ruin it completely. it happens every night for the past several weeks. i cannot wait to get out of this sh*t cycle.

sodesuka wrote:

yeah, i agree. cannot control what we dream about. but seriously, i don't think i can take it anymore. i know for sure i really hate the stink job i have. i should not complain because it helps to pay for bills and stuff but it really is a stink job because don't have vacation, no personal days, no sick leaves, no holiday pay, no benefits, nothing. i really cannot take it anymore and people at the worksite make it even more impossible. there is no more work to do and they won't let me go so that i can get unemployment insurance. i want that damn UI for goodness sakes!!! and they won't let me go because they don't want to give the UI to me. does that stink or what. therefore, now it is affecting me when i sleep. now when i sleep i have nightmare. i would wake up at around 2:00 am in the morning and then not go to sleep. i was having a good dream about marrying an idol and then all of a sudden, the freaking boss, or manager, or coworker i don't like will get into my dream and ruin it completely. it happens every night for the past several weeks. i cannot wait to get out of this sh*t cycle.

You know what..just quit your job. That settle everything...even your life.

Akakage wrote:

You know what..just quit your job. That settle everything...even your life.

yep, should quit that job if no happy. but you able to support without that job? some job are not worth if it mess up your mind health and body health. some job need to quit to find better one. please not afraid to go out and find a better job for yurself.

speaking of bitching about your job, im all here frustrated trying to get a job but hey if its affecting your life and mentality you should just resign, why would u keep wiping their ass if you're not truly happy? you're just torturing yourself.

seriously, i have a messed up life (aka knows this) but still my dreams arent suicidal.. im suprised i havent seen myself dead in my dreams (yet) maybe a long ass time ago i had some nightmares but not anymore
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Mixx: is it still difficult to get a job in socal? i thought the job market was getting a bit better in cali? no? are you in the tech industry?

hmm, I seem to have this same dream once in a while: I'm in middleschool and I always miss my PE class and people would yell at me

sorta strange, I remember that I rarely missed PE, cos I liked it.

as for dreaming about dying, I used to dream about people who are close to me were dying. really awful, let's not talk about that...

I hope I can dream about something soon.
I just got home (about an hour ago) from working at LV. And I have to open at Marukai tomorrow. Which means (from this point in time) I am only allowed about 5 hours of sleep.
Shoot.
Staying on the forum won't help.
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I had this funky dream about the government chasing after me and people from my Japanese class (weird, huh?) for trespassing on government property. Coincidentely, my friend ALSO had a dream about the government a few days before me. He concluded that they must be putting something in the water.

eightysix wrote:

He concluded that they must be putting something in the water.

Nah, it's because you're not leading a peerless life of exemplary behavior.

bmwracer wrote:

Nah, it's because you're not leading a peerless life of exemplary behavior.

That sounds like a bad fortune on a fortune cookie. Not that I've ever seen a bad fortune on a fortune cookie before.

Now i am dreaming only about University and bishounen.
but it is really hard to find bishounen here
and generaly,about money,Gackt,Tokyo and this kind of stuf.and love,happy...oh,I am totally normal
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jholic wrote:

Mixx: is it still difficult to get a job in socal? i thought the job market was getting a bit better in cali?

for graphic artists/designers yes.. though im just a freelance right now while i do job searching i think its kinda hard for my case cuz of my schedule. specially im still attending full time in college.. and mostly some of them were looking for FT workers

just about a few days ago, i dreamt about my aunt, i almost forgot that her 1st death anniv. is coming up this month.. i guess thats just a reminder or something
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