Losing those I love so much so early in life. Hope this won't happen
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interesting thread title, but potentially can be a popular thread....depends...

anyhow, let's just say that things could be better for me right now...

qilver wrote:

anyhow, let's just say that things could be better for me right now...

hey, what's the deal?
Are you living my life?

Sometimes it would be cool if you could fast forward life through the sticky bits.......

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i hate to lose my sight and taste.

hard to bbq, when you dont have those.

Eve wrote:

hey, what's the deal? Are you living my life? Sometimes it would be cool if you could fast forward life through the sticky bits.......

well, it has a been a summer that i would like to put behind me...
but the highlight of it all, was going to Japan for the second time.

qilver wrote:

well, it has a been a summer that i would like to put behind me... but the highlight of it all, was going to Japan for the second time.

What an awesome trip!
Well summer is almost over
Mine has been like a Roller Coaster.
Up.
Then down.
But mostly fun.
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Eve wrote:

What an awesome trip! Well summer is almost over Mine has been like a Roller Coaster. Up. Then down. But mostly fun.

well, this summer has been down, down, up and a bit more down, and now it is leveling off some.....
been focusing on the jobsearch more.

glad your summer has been better for you. It is almost over, and the fall is around the corner now.

qilver wrote:

well, this summer has been down, down, up and a bit more down, and now it is leveling off some..... been focusing on the jobsearch more. .

u an english teacher right !!

z123_us wrote:

u an english teacher right !!

well, i am hoping to become one, and to work in Japan, been trying to interview w/teaching prgs, but it is competitive and there is a interview process. planning on interviewing with more prgs soon, hopefully.

Not to have loved.

A phrase comes to mind when I wrote that down: "Better to have loved and losted than to never have loved at all."

if I forgot the meaning of love....
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I'd hate to die.

Welcome back, blender!
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ahochaude wrote:

Welcome back, blender!

Thanks, man!

Lately, I've just been really busy working.

And by working I mean sleeping.

blender1184 wrote:

Thanks, man! Lately, I've just been really busy working. And by working I mean sleeping.

What a lucky man!
I wish the same could be said for myself.

Btw, great website you have. lol
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blender1184 wrote:

I'd hate to die.

Hi blender1184,

Nice to meet you. I have heard other people say this too. Or something to the effect that they are afraid to die. Since we are all going to die any way, I guess I never fully understood these statements. I am not criticizing you blender1184, no not at all. I am just trying to understand what is there to hate about dying when it is an inevitable fact of life. Maybe you or someone else who feels the same way could explain it to me. Either here or in a PM if you feel like it. Thanks.

As for me it doesn't really matter what I don't want to happen to me. Life is there for us to grow from our challenges. The only thing that matters is that whatever does happen to me, that I will be able to react to it as positively as possible. When I think about the late Christopher Reeves and how he lived his life after he became paralyzed from a fall off a horse, then I hope that if anything that bad ever happens to me, that I would be able to rise to my circumstance and try my best to live my life with a positive attitude. I'm not saying I could do it as well as Christopher Reeves. He was a remarkable man. I just hope that I would try my best to live life to the fullest. Life does enjoy throwing us curve balls, doesn't it?

Enna wrote:

Hi blender1184, Nice to meet you. I have heard other people say this too. Or something to the effect that they are afraid to die. Since we are all going to die any way, I guess I never fully understood these statements. I am not criticizing you blender1184, no not at all. I am just trying to understand what is there to hate about dying when it is an inevitable fact of life. Maybe you or someone else who feels the same way could explain it to me. Either here or in a PM if you feel like it. Thanks. As for me it doesn't really matter what I don't want to happen to me. Life is there for us to grow from our challenges. The only thing that matters is that whatever does happen to me, that I will be able to react to it as positively as possible. When I think about the late Christopher Reeves and how he lived his life after he became paralyzed from a fall off a horse, then I hope that if anything that bad ever happens to me, that I would be able to rise to my circumstance and try my best to live my life with a positive attitude. I'm not saying I could do it as well as Christopher Reeves. He was a remarkable man. I just hope that I would try my best to live life to the fullest. Life does enjoy throwing us curve balls, doesn't it?

I think that life is what we make of it and it is about our own attitudes and how we adjust to the good and bad in life. I have had my fair share of disappointment this summer, and had to adjust to a lot of changes.
I think that we want to live our lives the best we can.
It is natural to fear death and even when thinking about getting old and dying is something we fear to some extent.

Enna wrote:

Hi blender1184, Nice to meet you. I have heard other people say this too. Or something to the effect that they are afraid to die. Since we are all going to die any way, I guess I never fully understood these statements. I am not criticizing you blender1184, no not at all. I am just trying to understand what is there to hate about dying when it is an inevitable fact of life. Maybe you or someone else who feels the same way could explain it to me. Either here or in a PM if you feel like it. Thanks. As for me it doesn't really matter what I don't want to happen to me. Life is there for us to grow from our challenges. The only thing that matters is that whatever does happen to me, that I will be able to react to it as positively as possible. When I think about the late Christopher Reeves and how he lived his life after he became paralyzed from a fall off a horse, then I hope that if anything that bad ever happens to me, that I would be able to rise to my circumstance and try my best to live my life with a positive attitude. I'm not saying I could do it as well as Christopher Reeves. He was a remarkable man. I just hope that I would try my best to live life to the fullest. Life does enjoy throwing us curve balls, doesn't it? qilver wrote: I think that life is what we make of it and it is about our own attitudes and how we adjust to the good and bad in life. I have had my fair share of disappointment this summer, and had to adjust to a lot of changes. I think that we want to live our lives the best we can. It is natural to fear death and even when thinking about getting old and dying is something we fear to some extent.

Thanks for your response qilver. I guess the part I don't quite understand is what exactly is there to fear about death? The unknown? Both of my parents are deceased and after they died I found myself reading quite a few books on near-death experiences. Every single person who had died and had been declared legally dead, when they came back to life, said it was the most peaceful experience they had ever had. The death part not the coming back to life part. So I can understand that you wouldn't want to get ill or old, but death itself doesn't seem like anything to fear or worry about.

On another note qilver you seem like you are doing your best to not only adjust but change your situation. Plus you always come here on a positive note. So you are a shining example of living the best life that you can.

I don't wanna grow up (so far I'm doing a pretty good job if it )...

bmwracer wrote:

I don't wanna grow up (so far I'm doing a pretty good job if it )...

OK Peter Pan have fun!!!!!!