Since i created the thread for knowing some weird stuffs from the members in here. time to know for theire kept and trying to forget but can't (forget) momments.
here's one of mine:
it all started when i was in second grade. while :sleep: i suddenly woke up in the middle of the night. i realized that all i can see is a pitch black environment. my breath is scarced. when i try to get up i bump into something. when i tried to touched it. all i can hold was a largs plain-flat thing all over me. i tried to roll into the sides but i can't move i'm too squeezed. suddenly i thought i was trapped into a coffin or something. i started to :mecry: and :yell:. my parents came over into my room and pull me out UNDER THE BED.
a few years ago, i was still studying in ann arbor, michigan (US). it was winter time. i was going like 80mph *ahem* on the high way and was trying to exit on the ramp going like that...i realized that it was too fast...so i braked, the wheels locked and i slid...so in my moment of madness, i braked even more and pulled the handbrake. the car totally spun 180 degrees. so scary. luckily, there was no cars around...my friend was quite shocked to say the least.
serves as a lesson, next time i drive on the roads in winter, need to slow down the speed a bit.
When i found out that i actually have 2 half sisters after 7 years!! :mecry: That whole situation was a heartbreaking moment for me & it still haunts me till today. :(
My First Fight..I was 10 he was 13...he didn't like me for some reason (being asian i guess, who really knows), he was bigger then me so I thought he got me beat...he threw the first punch and it missed and I pushed him into the wall...he ran home crying with a bloody nose....
When I first met my little sister....mom came back form the hospital...and in her arms I saw what is my little sister sleeping...from that moment on i truly felt like an older brother
lovelessemotion wrote:oh wow when did that happen? 7 huh? well how did ya find out? :crazy: ... :hug:
My dad told me last year in his car. The whole atmosphere was so intense and i really feel like knocking out. You just feel like the whole world is crashing down on you. It was my worst experience and serve me right for wanting to know the truth...and man...the truth really hurts! I didn't even tell my mom or my sis! :sweat:
marecore wrote:
When I first met my little sister....mom came back form the hospital...and in her arms I saw what is my little sister sleeping...from that moment on i truly felt like an older brother
Awww...i know that feeling too! My heart melts when i see my newborn little sister and i tell myself that i'll be the BEST big sister in the world!
But damn...it turned out the opposite...i am a meany big ass sister!! Nah...hahaha...I'm just strict! :hehe:
My dad told me last year in his car. The whole atmosphere was so intense and i really feel like knocking out. You just feel like the whole world is crashing down on you. It was my worst experience and serve me right for wanting to know the truth...and man...the truth really hurts! I didn't even tell my mom or my sis! :sweat:
i didn't know you were so concerned about this still take care t-chan.. <3 ;)
as for me, there are lots of unforgettable moments.. but the happiest ones were when our band managed to get into the finals in the asian symphonic band comp.. the qualifying rounds were more scary than the finals themselves.. that's why when we wer called by the emcee.. everyone jumped up, screaming and crying..
Damn arashi i didn't know you were a musician... that's what i get for never reading your diary :hehe: bad baroo.... I have no musical talent whatsoever so i envy all musicians.
woooow takuya... i think everyone who's family is just the tiny bit out of the ordinary can relate to that... i always feel ashamed for some reason when i explain that i live with my mom and i can't see my dad because we have a restraining order on him :nut: don't ask me why but i never really thought of it as a big deal....
I guess my big moment would be when me and my mom came back from hawaii and our therapist called and said my dad had been up at our house the night before we got back with a gun... jeeeesus christ that was a bad week
takuya_angel wrote: It was my worst experience and serve me right for wanting to know the truth...and man...the truth really hurts! I didn't even tell my mom or my sis! :sweat:
why did it make ya feel bad!? .... i tought i'd ake ya happy...to know about ur other siblings.... :crazy:
When I was a kid... I remember a doll (the ones that open their eye lids and they look so scary) that was up on the shelf and it's eyes opened up and down. It freaked me out because no one was in the room...
To this day, I can not be around those type of dolls and even when my little sister had one of those freaky things, I would have to throw it away. Believe it or not...after I threw it away... days later it was back on her shelf. That was so fuh-ree-kay. Of course, my little sis was mad for doing so.
So, I told her my experience and how I felt those type of dolls are instruments of evil. So, with her permission, I threw it on the road and watch it break. I went to pick up the pieces and the doll was broken but the head was in-tact with shards of rock bumps on the dolls face...but the eyes...one was open, one was closed...and then suddenly the one that was open...closed by itself.
Of course, movies with Chucky and Stephen King's "IT" or "Poltergeist" didn't help much but that was one of my many unforgettable moments.
arashi (vel) - Thanks hon! I doubt i'll ever get over it!
baroo - Wow! Sounds dangerous! Hope it's all fine for you know. :hug:
loveless - The whole situation is kinda complicated. Although my parents are divorced, my dad denied himself remarrying again for so many times. And i actually believed him coz i love him & i always tell myself that i can trust my dad and he will not start another family coz he loves me too much! But i guess...i was wrong!? :drink: And no i'm not happy coz they robbed my happiness from me and suddenly i should just embraced them as sisters??? :finger_bleah:
yaaa i think we can all agree that life is screwed up sometimes but as long as we're getting screwed we might as well stick together :hehe:
hey takuya that last bit of your entry could've been directly from a jdorama, that's the new slogan: Life is a big long drama, so act accordingly!
a few years ago, i was still studying in ann arbor, michigan (US). it was winter time. i was going like 80mph *ahem* on the high way and was trying to exit on the ramp going like that...i realized that it was too fast...so i braked, the wheels locked and i slid...so in my moment of madness, i braked even more and pulled the handbrake. the car totally spun 180 degrees. so scary. luckily, there was no cars around...my friend was quite shocked to say the least.
serves as a lesson, next time i drive on the roads in winter, need to slow down the speed a bit.
...it happened to me too...but i forgot exactly the time...maybe about 8 months ago...but for ma cases was im driving in high speed in the rain...stupid me...very stupid....
it was the freaky experience that ive ever that surely gave me a lesson...at that time i was driving a long the road with my parents and i saw no cars around me..but suddenly...i saw back red light of car stopped from a far...i braked but unfortunately it's olready too close....i remember saw that car very close from my car in front of me while my car still in high speed......automaticly thinking fast i turned my car a slight to the left...and my car finnally stopped savely..my parents really shocked...i dont know what happened if i didnt do that.... :shakehead:
takuya_angel i know what you mean...if i were u i will do the same not telling that to my mom and sisters...
My dad was never a dad to us. In fact, from what I've heard from people who know him, he has repeatedly denied that he has any children. He has never been in our lives after my parents divorce when I was two.
But there was one time in my life I will never forget. That was the day he showed that he was still my dad, somewhere in his cold heart, even if it was just for a brief time.
I was really troubled when I hit my early teens. My mother didn't know what I was going to do next. I had attempted suicide one day and she had had enough. She managed to find someone who knew my father, and got this person to ask my father to call her (something he would have never done but I guess it must have been urgent enough). So she spoke with my father for the first time in years, something she would have never done in any situation but I guess she was at a loss.
My father actually came over to our apartment, took me out, talked with me, even bought me little trinkets. Tried to cheer me up. He visited for a couple of weeks. And then one day, he called and said he would take me shopping but could I meet him in town. I was so excited so I took the bus to town to meet him but he never showed up. I was hurt and upset but I kind of knew this was going to happen. I never heard from him again.
Everyone says my father is an horrible, no-good bastard and I can say that's true, but because of that one time, I've also forgiven him.
ganmo wrote:My dad was never a dad to us. In fact, from what I've heard from people who know him, he has repeatedly denied that he has any children. He has never been in our lives after my parents divorce when I was two.
But there was one time in my life I will never forget. That was the day he showed that he was still my dad, somewhere in his cold heart, even if it was just for a brief time.
I was really troubled when I hit my early teens. My mother didn't know what I was going to do next. I had attempted suicide one day and she had had enough. She managed to find someone who knew my father, and got this person to ask my father to call her (something he would have never done but I guess it must have been urgent enough). So she spoke with my father for the first time in years, something she would have never done in any situation but I guess she was at a loss.
My father actually came over to our apartment, took me out, talked with me, even bought me little trinkets. Tried to cheer me up. He visited for a couple of weeks. And then one day, he called and said he would take me shopping but could I meet him in town. I was so excited so I took the bus to town to meet him but he never showed up. I was hurt and upset but I kind of knew this was going to happen. I never heard from him again.
Everyone says my father is an horrible, no-good bastard and I can say that's true, but because of that one time, I've also forgiven him.
:puppydog: >>hugs<< That was truly a deep moment, and I think you for sharing it.
Well lets see....I can think of the time my mom and dad splitting up. Won't go into that though.
Well the one that just struck me was when I left Vietnam to come back here.
Last December I went to Vietnam to visit my mom's side of the family. I had a blast there. Vietnam was far different from what I pictured and thought it to be. My mom's side of the family are amazingly different from my dad's. They are so much more kind to each other then my uncles and aunts are to each other *going by stories of what I've heard and sometimes seen*
Well yea....we went to the airport and said our goodbyes. One of my uncle and aunt was there along with some of my cousins. I said bye and said I'll try to come back again within few years. They were crying soo much that I wanted to cry with them, but no tears came out. My brother was the same. My mom was crying a river along with them. My friend too. He went with us. They treated him like family and that really touched him, so him leaving, guess it felt like leaving family. It was just one dramatic moment in life. Felt like i was in some drama too.......honestly.
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