GAZETTE

AngelOfNeglect wrote:

I dont have school tomorrow cos of parents day, if i get a bad report mom probably wont let me online at all during the week and will only be able to use the computer on weekends with dad so i'm a bit worried she'd put an end to my creativity but I can only hope I do well.

I think I'm gonna be in trouble cuz I have a C in math....>.> and Bs......I guess I can't procrastinate much anymore.

MomoPuff wrote:

I think I'm gonna be in trouble cuz I have a C in math....>.> and Bs......I guess I can't procrastinate much anymore.

I never do very well in Maths, everyone on my mom's side of the family is good at it except my mom and me and I'm also very bad in French and Maltese, otherwise I'm okay in everything else.

AngelOfNeglect wrote:

I never do very well in Maths, everyone on my mom's side of the family is good at it except my mom and me and I'm also very bad in French and Maltese, otherwise I'm okay in everything else.

you know french?

MomoPuff wrote:

you know french?

For foreign languages my school offers French and Italian, and its forced that I had to choose one or the other so I chose french but I dont know it really; I hated the teacher since she first started teachin me cos she made my life a living hell(even worse that it was at the same time my parents were seperating and i was just a kid), so subconsciously I locked myself out of french so after four years I dont know much of it. This country also offers German as a language but my school doesnt.

AngelOfNeglect wrote:

For foreign languages my school offers French and Italian, and its forced that I had to choose one or the other so I chose french but I dont know it really; I hated the teacher since she first started teachin me cos she made my life a living hell(even worse that it was at the same time my parents were seperating and i was just a kid), so subconsciously I locked myself out of french so after four years I dont know much of it. This country also offers German as a language but my school doesnt.

My cousin's taking french. I find it funny. When she started, she loved it and loved the music and foods. Now, she hates it. >.>'''

MomoPuff wrote:

My cousin's taking french. I find it funny. When she started, she loved it and loved the music and foods. Now, she hates it. >.>'''

I loved french, the language, the food, the music, the movies, everything; then i got into this woman's class and her lessons led to a depression and every time I had homework to do of hers I ended up spending the night asleep on the floor in the bathroom in tears and blood, as dramatic as that sounds its the damn truth, she put me through hell.

Here are the screenshots of Uruha with the acoustic guitar:

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AngelOfNeglect wrote:

I loved french, the language, the food, the music, the movies, everything; then i got into this woman's class and her lessons led to a depression and every time I had homework to do of hers I ended up spending the night asleep on the floor in the bathroom in tears and blood, as dramatic as that sounds its the damn truth, she put me through hell.

Here are the screenshots of Uruha with the acoustic guitar:

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sounds like a korean drama...............and I don't really like Uru-chan with an acoustic.....

MomoPuff wrote:

sounds like a korean drama...............and I don't really like Uru-chan with an acoustic.....

I didnt know it sounded like a korean drama but sounded like a drama to me, imagine me in that position, a 12 year old girl being torn between family members, trying endlessly to put up with an annoying teacher and crying and slitting wrists at night, looking back i dont even remember how i felt at the time exactly.

Uruha with an acoustic guitar is cool, I dont think I've seen him with one before and this is the only time I've seen him playing it. I wonder why he played the acoustic bit on this song instead of Aoi, I mean Aoi's the one usually playin acoustic.

AngelOfNeglect wrote:

I didnt know it sounded like a korean drama but sounded like a drama to me, imagine me in that position, a 12 year old girl being torn between family members, trying endlessly to put up with an annoying teacher and crying and slitting wrists at night, looking back i dont even remember how i felt at the time exactly.

Uruha with an acoustic guitar is cool, I dont think I've seen him with one before and this is the only time I've seen him playing it. I wonder why he played the acoustic bit on this song instead of Aoi, I mean Aoi's the one usually playin acoustic.

ME!!! except I'm thirteen. ...Well, I was 12 when that happened.

MomoPuff wrote:

ME!!! except I'm thirteen. ...Well, I was 12 when that happened.

If I hadnt found the gazettE and their amazing music in time I would have started all over again but thanks to them its been just over two years since I've last self-harmed. My birthday, November 3rd, hit the 2 year mark for me so I was really happy about that.

AngelOfNeglect wrote:

If I hadnt found the gazettE and their amazing music in time I would have started all over again but thanks to them its been just over two years since I've last self-harmed. My birthday, November 3rd, hit the 2 year mark for me so I was really happy about that.

I just found out about them this summer...or just before it. No. First Miyavi...then gazettE......yeah. Knew them for less than a year. >.>''''

MomoPuff wrote:

I just found out about them this summer...or just before it. No. First Miyavi...then gazettE......yeah. Knew them for less than a year. >.>''''

I've known about them since about last November. First Gackt, then HYDE, then Ayumi Hamasaki and Namie Amuro(very mildly, i was never with them like i am about gazettE, just liked some of their music) and then some XJapan and then GazettE.

AngelOfNeglect wrote:

I've known about them since about last November. First Gackt, then HYDE, then Ayumi Hamasaki and Namie Amuro(very mildly, i was never with them like i am about gazettE, just liked some of their music) and then some XJapan and then GazettE.

I first liked Jpop and was a little scared of vk cuz i saw malice mizer...and I didn't really know Plastic Tree was vk. Then I started listening to more vk...kinda hard. Cuz right after that, I watched BLOOD....>.>''' not a very smart move. But at least now I have my Rei-chan~ *huggles*

MomoPuff wrote:

I first liked Jpop and was a little scared of vk cuz i saw malice mizer...and I didn't really know Plastic Tree was vk. Then I started listening to more vk...kinda hard. Cuz right after that, I watched BLOOD....>.>''' not a very smart move. But at least now I have my Rei-chan~ *huggles*

Hehe I dont know at what point I really got into anything asian but i think its always been in me. Recently I found out that a relative on my dad's side about 65 years ago used to love everything asian, then i slammed that in my mom's face cos she thought I was insane but its as though its genetics. I'm a lot more like my dad anyway and my dad accepts music no matter the country. My dad finds that some of the gazettE's stuff is a bit too heavy but he still likes listening to them(he has all Stacked Rubbish on his iPod, his fave song is Chizuru and he's a Kai fan for his awesome drumming)

AngelOfNeglect wrote:

Hehe I dont know at what point I really got into anything asian but i think its always been in me. Recently I found out that a relative on my dad's side about 65 years ago used to love everything asian, then i slammed that in my mom's face cos she thought I was insane but its as though its genetics. I'm a lot more like my dad anyway and my dad accepts music no matter the country. My dad finds that some of the gazettE's stuff is a bit too heavy but he still likes listening to them(he has all Stacked Rubbish on his iPod, his fave song is Chizuru and he's a Kai fan for his awesome drumming)

well then, for me, genetics is all mixed up. My dad doesn't like anything to do with modern asian culture, and I'm Chinese. And my mom..........she's a proud Chinese, but the closest they'll ever get to actually accepting my music and style is the language Chinese and food. Which is good. ....crap. now I feel like some milk tea.

MomoPuff wrote:

well then, for me, genetics is all mixed up. My dad doesn't like anything to do with modern asian culture, and I'm Chinese. And my mom..........she's a proud Chinese, but the closest they'll ever get to actually accepting my music and style is the language Chinese and food. Which is good. ....crap. now I feel like some milk tea.

I think, parents should be proud of were they came from, the old and the new, it gives a good example to their kids. If you're dad is going to dislike modern chinese culture if he himself is chinese, its bad for his child because it could make them feel like they dont come from anything great which isnt true, Asians are really beautiful people and everything Asian is amazing with a ton of history that backs up their beauty. You really should be proud of where you come from.

AngelOfNeglect wrote:

I think, parents should be proud of were they came from, the old and the new, it gives a good example to their kids. If you're dad is going to dislike modern chinese culture if he himself is chinese, its bad for his child because it could make them feel like they dont come from anything great which isnt true, Asians are really beautiful people and everything Asian is amazing with a ton of history that backs up their beauty. You really should be proud of where you come from.

*now is really wishing to go shopping in Taiwan* He should REALLY start appreciating my music.......he doesn't even support me playing piano...>.>

MomoPuff wrote:

*now is really wishing to go shopping in Taiwan* He should REALLY start appreciating my music.......he doesn't even support me playing piano...>.>

EH?! Piano is such a beautiful instrument to play! How could he not support you?!

AngelOfNeglect wrote:

EH?! Piano is such a beautiful instrument to play! How could he not support you?!

trouble in the past...neglect practicing...etc etc. Mainly my fault and my laziness.

MomoPuff wrote:

trouble in the past...neglect practicing...etc etc. Mainly my fault and my laziness.

Everyone gets lazy over something sooner or later, but its a great thing if they pick it up again after some time. If you stop doing practicing something for a long time, it doesnt mean you shouldnt ever continue it. It means that after some time of not doing it that it must take a real amount of passion to start again and that's how you're meant to be about things, passionate. There's a drive for you to start something again and you need that drive, everyone does.